1. What is more difficult: looking into someones eyes when you are telling them how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they tell you how they feel?
Looking into someone's eyes as they tell me how they feel; especially if it's not something I want to hear.

2. Think of the last time you were angry. Why were you angry?
Because I felt betrayed by people I once cared about.

3. You will die in three minutes. Who will you call?
Depends on who is in my house. If dad wasn't here, I would call him. Otherwise, I would call mom, or Sarah. I already have letters written to everyone else that I love, in case such a thing happens.

4. If you could do anything OR wish anything, what would it be?
I would wish for the ability to travel back and forth in time at will.

5. You can have one of the following two things: trust or love?
Trust.

6. You are walking to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss told you if you are late one more time you're fired. Do you save the dog?
Yeah, probably.

7. Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone?
I don't believe I ever have before.. but I would, if it would serve my purpose.

8. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give one year of your life. Do you do it?
Considering that would be my 18 year old cousin who was murdered... I absolutely would.

9. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
Yes.

10. Does sex=love?
Fuuuuck no.

11. Are you old fashioned?
Not generally, no.

12. Would you marry someone if they were unable to have sex?
I'm never getting married again, so sex really has nothing to do with it.

13. What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?
That I don't love them back. It's really one of the worst feelings I've ever experienced. I hate hurting people that care about me, and that I care about.

14. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up?
My father.

15. Romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them?
Romantically? Over a month ago.

16. If you had to go back in time and change one thing, if you HAD to, even if you have "no regrets" what would you change?
I would change certain things that caused me to bring pain to other people.

17. Imagine. It is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you?
Bryan or dad.

18. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying?
If I knew how, of course. But I would probably just end up breaking their ribs and blowing air into their stomach.

19. You are holding onto your grandmother's dying hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other which one would it be?
If my grandmother was already dying, I would save the baby.

20. When and how was the last time you told someone how you REALLY feel?
Always.

If You had three months to live:

21. Do you tell anyone or everyone you are going to die?
Yes, I would tell everyone close to me so I could spend as much time with them as I could. I think of it this way: If someone I loved was dying, I would want to know.

22. What do you do with your remaining days?
Spend it with people I love, and try to think of a way to leave my signature on this world.

23. Would you be afraid?
I would not be afraid of dying, but I would be sad at the amount of life I didn't get to live.